I Gave Up

hey hi hello ,

Im so bored and skip school today, my auntie sleep over at my house for a few days because our maid return to her hometown for celebrating Eid with her children since 15th of September until tomorrow. auntie said that I have to take a rest for whole day today, so that I can go to school tomorrow. argh, and I cant sleep, thinking what will happen in school :(

Im almost done reading breaking dawn, the fourth book of twilight. Im at the part where bella becomes a vampire and jacob imprinted on renesmee who is bella's daughter. oops sorry, Im not suppose to tell you that part, now am I? hihi

Im gonna go watch mean girls, later

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Sundays

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I'm sick. Again :( It has only been a week since the last time. Sigh. yesterday night, Jessy and I woke up and ran to the toilet to vomit. dad said maybe we are food poisoned. we couldn't sleep until six o' clock. Mum said no school tomorrow, to the clinic instead. Oh joy. I miss my friends, and I certainly don't want to miss out on more homeworks. Eek. I like school actually. Just so you know. Sobs.

And I desperately need a tripod!

okay I have to admit, I USED to care what others think of me. I used to get really mad whenever I hear that someone had been talking about me. a friend of mine made me realise that why should I care what they think when I have all the friends I need? seriously, after that I really really dont give a shit.

theres this boy who are friends with this girl (the one who talked behind my back, yeah that one) he sent me a message at myspace saying mean stuff. the old me would probably get pissed off and reply something that would hurt him back, instead I said "is that all?"

you see, just because someone said something hurtful doesnt mean you have to say something hurtful back? dude, come on, you are waaay better than that. unlike them, we actually have better things to do :]

PS : Megan Fox is a man. Read the article http://http//weeklyworldnews.com/celebs/4783/megan-fox-is-a-man/ :O

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Ketupat Day

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Sorry for the uber late review on my life haha, corny much. Hari Raya was just celebrated in my first day was great in Perlis, my mom's hometown. the first thing we did on the first day of Hari Raya were we went to the mosque and visited our relatives cementary. After that, we went back to my auntie's house where we stayed for six days there. then, we said sorry and everything that malay culture usually do to own family, parent and other relatives. later on, we started our eating 'tour' from neighbour to relatives and relatives to friends. we took many pictures and it were so awesome and fun. Jessy wore tudung and baju kurung haha many people said that she looked like 'Bosnia' girl. we got many money WUHUUUU! hmp, we ate alooooooooooooooooooooot.

then, we took a rest in the afternoon and at night, we visited my mothers relatives and we went back home late. we packed our stuff everything for the next day because we planned to leave early to Kelantan, my dad's hometown. lastly, we went to my cousin house at 3 o' clock am and we just sleeping, we didnt even talked because she already sleept haha

ps: baik gila sume orang dalam gambar haha *tudung tudung

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I Told You

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I dont blame people for judging me from what they see, I mean, come on, I know how I was. Yes, I said was :) We arrived here from kelantan, my dad's hometown a few hours ago, and Im so tired because it takes 11 hours. And there's no a hot news from me or where i heard about it, sorry guys. I didnt enjoyed eid much in kelantan, okay Im gonna watch some tv now, bye!

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Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin

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I was so bored yesterday, I almost died, well almost hehe. I spent the whole day in my auntie room with my laptop and ipod. Anyhoo, today is the last day of ramadhan and tomorrow is none other than the first day of Hari Raya where we will seek forgiveness with one another.So, I just want to apologize for all my wrong doings, for everything I said or did not, for everything I did or did not, for every filthy word that came out from this mouth of mine, for being the stubborn daughter, for being the selfish and ignorant friend, for being the self centred girlfriend, for being the indenial ex and yes, for acting like a bitch to you, I should have just laughed at what you did, or better yet, ignored you, but I didnt.

SO I WOULD LIKE TO WISH EVERYONE, SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR + BATIN!

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Unoriginal Minds Of Today

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Do read this, :) enjoy yourself!

on her profile (about me) :

"love bangi new town not too much ! single is my SHIT status ! totally cocky(sombong laa bodoe !) from the start . dun like me ?? gud to lucky heaven k ! LOVE TO shopping , hang wit my gurl . love to dressap like the fucking cute chinese ! they look so nice in their short pants . damn addicted to cell phone n short pants ! u know wut ?? i am coquette hobbier n love to make crocodile tears c(: so , better be damn careful wit me. yar yar ,VERY HATE those people who oways follow my style !! i am fucking good looking SMOKER but not DRUGER !"

IT'S- REALLY- REALLY-FUNNY- HA-HA-HA, i do read all things on her profile with my cousin all the time :) like people said "budak nak up kan ", well dude, you know what, you are really really sucks.

and she send me this through myspace:

"&*%$ hipokrit , kaki kutokk n kuat bahan kowg an ? im sory my damn love . didnt mean to , k ?"

you think, i will forgive you for all stupid fucking loser things that you had done to me? haha, copy all my things, style? haha whatever little psycho :)

do cry to your mama okay?

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Go Away, Bitch!

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Today was so bored at school and Azura didn’t came to school. so I sat beside Hawa. Huh! There was so many topic that we talked about in class, hell yeah, about her.

Besides, I thought that she like to friend with her. hahaha daaa~ she hate her so much like I do. HER “lesbo” also doesn’t like with her attitude such as budak nak up sampai pergi KL pakai macam kampung, nak hot sampai tulis about her dekat myspace budak ni. Bodoh gila kan? Haha I think, she’s psycho until copy all MY myspace url, heroes section, MY picture caption, duhh use your mind lah dude. dah bajet budak pandai dalam class, tak kan tak pandai nak translate English from BM? haha

"pandai pulak mengate org sampai face to face kate ikot style dia, eleh dia pon same ikut style org, lagilah takde life", said one girl who talked at me when I said about her, hahaha mcm article je kann? :P

As much as I want to blog about you, I wont because that would make me just the same level as you. Well, you think that everybody likes you? aww baby, it just a dream :)

PS : I hope one day, you would realise how you just embarassed yourself not just to me, but to everyone especially the love of your life and thats if you're old enough to think with your brains.

I have never met a girl like this before in my entire life

Run along now, little girl.

Was I too harsh?


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Moving Wallpaper

" i wish you could see all that you mean to me,but i can never find the words to tell you " by unwritten law

hey hi hello ,

Here's something to think about;
"Don't judge others by their actions then judge yourself by your intentions."

ONE: Don’t judge me by what I have done in the past.
TWO: Don’t judge me by your own standards.
THREE: Don’t judge me by what you have heard about me.
FOUR: Don’t judge me by what you think I am going to do.
FIVE: Don’t judge me by my family.
SIX: Don’t judge me by the kind of friends I have.
SEVEN: Just don't judge.

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Im A Shoewhore

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Shoewhore, a word that I, myself, recently created for my obsession with shoes. And I fell, so hard, okay maybe Im obsessed. haha well I just came back from Subang, my mom had shooting for a new magazine, "TELL" for ABM (Antara Budaya Malaysia) about exchange students. I met many people such as host family. kind cool when I arrived and there was one woman, i dont know whats her name who is she for ABM and she told everyone that i'd wrote for NIE about ABM haha im so shy at all and :P I met Uncle Mahadzir with his red porsche and he asked me, "Sabiha, where's your camera? Lets have some photoshoot with my car" hahaha I did upload the picture in my Myspace!

Oh yea, papa told me that "we" all will go back to hometown this Tuesday night, and I'm very excited that I can go to school and meet my friend for the last *ceh ceh :D ahaa, you know what i mean.

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Bring Me To Life

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i was eleven when my mum told me that committing suicide is a very big sin, the biggest sin of all. since then, i kept on wondering and wondering, how would it feel to be dead for a day and see the looks, the reactions of people when they hear about my death.

will they mourn? will they cry? or will they laugh? and act as though i did not matter. when i reached fourteen, i finally came to my senses. i have to stop thinking like an idiot.

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She's A First Class Liar

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Im so tired right now, plus skrg my cousin who stay with us now, Along and Yusuf memekak kat bawah, of because Liverpool VS Burnley then Liverpool score bape tah haha, BISING GILA! my parents not at home now since this afternoon. I dont know where they been and I even dont care about it. oh yea, Azura told me that she doesnt come to school this monday :( aww, dah la last day pegi skola before raya. plus I heard that Eika also doesnt come to school, i dont know where will she go for lepak gahh.

This evening, I went to bazaar with Along and Basyirah if I not mistaken in Seksyen 1. its was so crowded plus panas gila, nak mati pun ade haha then suddenly I terjumpe one girl, who same primary school with me, and she saw me with Along, and she asked "is this your boyf (smiley)?" hahaha well dude, he just my cousin :) haha no wayy nak couple dgn org tue mcm dy :P *sorry along hihihi aww yeahh, I have to do my assignment for NIE, monday ni kene hantar, about diwali, oh noo ! it was so fun when I meet and making friend with those indian boy and girl for the interview at Indian International School, Brickfrields with my journalist patner, Sushmita last friday.

Jessy, my host sister, aww I miss her :( she's in Pahang now, she got camping! and tomorrow she will come back here, YEAY! ohh yea, this tuesday, 15th September, we go back to my mom hometown in Perlis :) and I heard that we will go to Thailand also for shopping! hahahaha cool <3!

yea yea, i ade delete some older posts, i mean my older stupid loser post ehee :)

PS: about my boyfie, dont worry, i always love you :)

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